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008. Vice

January 8th, 2009 (09:17 pm)

Abandon all sex, ye who enter here. This is very angsty, schmoopy, and kinda inner-thoughts rambly.

Title: Vice
Pairings: Sam/Dean
Rating: Uh…gen?
Warnings: None, ‘sides from the incest, but you knew that going in
Word Count: 298
Spoilers: No
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me. I make no money and have no rights to the characters etc.

Prompt: Vice, noun; a weakness of character or behavior; a bad habit.



Vices? Dean has them. Drinking, loose women, and, you know, the whole credit fraud thing. But once you fuck your baby brother, all of that kinda gets put in perspective. And the weird thing about sex with Sammy isn’t how right it feels. Their whole life has been together, why should this be different? No, the weird thing is how wrong it feels, and how little he cares.

Because it does feel wrong. He’s having sex with his brother. His little brother. The boy Dean has done anything and everything for. Would continue to do anything and everything for. Will.

He can’t deny that he enjoys the sex, that would be pretty hard to do with those damn sounds he makes and how hard he comes. So the wrongness isn’t a physical feeling, it’s an emotional one. And the Winchesters don’t talk about those.

Sam tries. The kid’s not dumb, he can see when Dean is having issues with it. Hell, Sam has to have his own issues with it, but either he’s a better actor than Dean, his issues are lesser, or he just doesn’t care, which, Dean would never have said before the summer he was dead. But it looks like Sam doesn’t care about a lot of stuff, now.

There’s so many things to square away since he came back from hell. The two sides of his love for Sammy, Heaven and Hell, Sam the hunter and Sam the antichrist.

But there are days when he knows he’s gonna get there. When Sam looks at him and smiles that dumb little smile of his, and all is right with the world. They’ll figure things out. And Dean now knows that means they both might have to make some changes, but that’s okay.

They’ll get there.
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